what a day :( :)

wat a day.... sobrang d ko maexpress feelings ko ngaun...

we failed in our thesis... ironically a 100% working thesis project resulted to a FAILURE!!!!!

I cant think of anything right now... what to do... how to act...

At school after defense and our panelist give us the verdict of failing the thesis

all went black to me.. I act as if its alright and when one of my groupmate cried I cant help myself and tears falls down from my eyes like a rain and after that I blamed my groupmate for making me cry and then after wards I try to be happy.. laugh at all times I just don't want to be alone coz I know that if i will be left behind in one side I cant help my self and tears will just falls down on my cheeks...

Ironically I was caught between happiness and sadness you know what... Its my 17th monthsary with my boyfriend and also a failure in a thesis isnt it nice,,,.. why is it that I cant have 2 things at the same time.. At first before the defense I said to my self this will be the happiest moment of my life.. spending monthsary with my boy and passing the thesis which took most of my time... but again luck isnt on me today... but atleast I have my boyfriend.

I know this is just a test from GOD and trials dont come on our way without a solution... I try my best to come up with the solution as soon as possible.. coz I know GOD will always be there for me no matter what....

GOD be our guide.... and show us the way to success..