Never Ending Problems...who's to blame?

Problems are everywhere... its up to you on how you deal with it...

well.. to be honest teenager like me suffer a lot of problems....

problems at home..
problems at school..
problems at friends..
problems at money
and even
problems at relationship..

problems are uncontrollable..

and when we encountered too much of it we tend to forget about our self..

sometimes we wondered how some people looks pretty, beautiful and blooming
we sometimes tell to ourselves that this people don't have a problem..

but it is possible??

a person without problem doesn't exist in this world...

the way we look when we have a problems is the mirror on how we
handle problems...
so if you see someone beautiful dont ever think he/she doesnt have
a problem instead admire him/her because he/she can be able to handle situation
trials/problems/hindrance in his/her life without him/her looking ugly :)



we should always remember that problems is just a test, a challenge...



a challenge from GOD in which he test your faith in him..


indeed problems comes from GOD.... therefore...
GOD will never give us a problem to face if he didnt believe in you..

the harder the problem you face the stronger GOD believe in you :)

♥♥♥ no ONE but YOU !!! ♥♥♥

its been quite a long time

since we've been together

and yet for me its seems

like only yesterday...

we've been together for 20 months now..

but you know what whenever I think about it

i still cant believe that we

were already celebrating our 20th month anniversary..

your love is one of a kind..

and i cant imagine myself loving someone

other than you..

your already a part of my life..

and things will never be the same without you..

the most unforgettable moment of my life

is when we became legally steady...

when you introduced me to your parents

it feels like im flying...

together with the clouds

up in that cool sunny day :)

people notice the bloom on my face..

they often tease me...

they always said what behind

those twinkling eyes of mine :)

well, it seems weird and corny

but behind those twinkling eyes

and blooming face is no one

no one but you!

----- the time ---

as my finger run across my keyboard
a lot of ideas come across my mind

to many concepts different genre..
i dont know how can i be able to put this things into writing..

well...
i know that in one blink of my eyes this ideas will fade away..
and maybe someday it will come cross again to my mind..

and hopefully if that day come I can be able to write it down..
take a note about it so that i can easily remember the parts that is
really necessary for me to write down my thoughts.


i know that time really flies fast...
and whatever happened we can never bring it back..
cause we all know that what happened at this time
can never happened again..

coz the time and event today will never be the same as for tomorrow..
and most of us didnt mind and didnt know how important it is..
hopefully a day will not come that u will
ask the clock to bring back the time..

the time of yesterday...

new post

well.. wla lng napablog lng..


d lng maganda pakiramdam ko today...

haiz2.. ung barkda ko kse?? well barkada ko nga ba???

muka nmng endi eh...

wla bzta i dont feel lng na i belong... well whats new wla nmn akong tunay na
kaibigan ngaung college eh...

im such a loser and a loner...

what a pity hindi ba??

kaya nga gusto ko na makagraduate eh... auko na!!!!!!!!1

starting today d na tlga ko magpupumilit.. d ko na ipagpipilitan sarili ko

kse wla nmn akong karapatan eh i dont belong...

syete bat ba gnito nangyari sa life ko..

ang pinakamaganda lng nangyari skin nkilala ko babe ko iyon lang wla ng iba :((


how I long and wish to have someone whom I can call my best friend ung real meaning ung word na un :((



cno kaya un???????? are you the one???

my long lost bestfriend???

what a day :( :)

wat a day.... sobrang d ko maexpress feelings ko ngaun...

we failed in our thesis... ironically a 100% working thesis project resulted to a FAILURE!!!!!

I cant think of anything right now... what to do... how to act...

At school after defense and our panelist give us the verdict of failing the thesis

all went black to me.. I act as if its alright and when one of my groupmate cried I cant help myself and tears falls down from my eyes like a rain and after that I blamed my groupmate for making me cry and then after wards I try to be happy.. laugh at all times I just don't want to be alone coz I know that if i will be left behind in one side I cant help my self and tears will just falls down on my cheeks...

Ironically I was caught between happiness and sadness you know what... Its my 17th monthsary with my boyfriend and also a failure in a thesis isnt it nice,,,.. why is it that I cant have 2 things at the same time.. At first before the defense I said to my self this will be the happiest moment of my life.. spending monthsary with my boy and passing the thesis which took most of my time... but again luck isnt on me today... but atleast I have my boyfriend.

I know this is just a test from GOD and trials dont come on our way without a solution... I try my best to come up with the solution as soon as possible.. coz I know GOD will always be there for me no matter what....

GOD be our guide.... and show us the way to success..

3rd semester =)

how nice new term na nmn aun as usual mahirap n nmn ung add add/drop ng mga subject peo aun me improvement nmn ung enrolment namin ngaun..

3rd term... 2 term to go at gagraduate na ako... sa wakas kahit papano me fulfillment na ko na naachieve sa life ko..

uunti-untiin ko ng tuparin mga goals at dreamz ko sa life ko..
aun gragraduate na din ang inspiration ko sa buhay...
at ngaun happy ako kse b4 kme magtpos ng college nging legal na din ang pagsasama nmin.. im so happy!!=)



life's fulfillment nlng ang need ko at patunayan sa parents ko
na d nwlan ng silbi ung mga hirap nmin sa buhay..

na d nasayang ung mga "kaya yan!" na word nila khit alm na alam kong d na tlga kaya... Thankful ako ke GOD kse d nya kme binigo.. khit na down n down kme
He always remember to guide us.. and give us the wisdom and strength to
work hard and strive hard...

Love ko lahat kau na nging part ng life ko.. each and everyone of you
portray a great role to mold me to become the woman I am today =)
more competitive.. intelligent and strong....

life indeed is full of trials and problems.. but always remember GOD never closed a door without opening a window... If you think your problem is very complicated and you think its impossible to be solve... always put in mind that the more complicated your problem is the stronger GOD think you are...

YES!!!!

yes this is it.. it's already 2009..
....

i faced many trials and problems which developed me to become more stronger than before...

I can say that I accomplished a lot for that short period of time.. haiz.. perfect ang year na to skin... thankz a lot sna for the rest of the year ganito na ang mangyari skin..

it mold me to be the person I am ryt now... thankz to GOD for constant guidance and blessings..
to my family for always their supporting me and to my friends and to my special sumone for being my inspiration to strive hard and do my best to achieve what I really want in life...


THANKs to them...

2009... a great start to me :)